Artist: C-Mob Album: In the Midst of Madness Song: Strugglin' Typed by: whoridinbigballin@yahoo.com [Verse 1] This life ain't fuckin' fair I'm lookin' down in my pockets and there ain't nothin' there I wish they wasn't bare Nobody fuckin' cares Whether I live or whether I die But I refuse to give up so I gotta do what I gotta do just to survive, I I'm back on the street, gotta get on my feet just to eat now Whoever will take to prevent me from makin' it takin' a beatdown I'm tryin' to get major pay Lettin' my problems fade away But it seems like everything gets worse There's more drama from day to day Can't it go back to a life that's so simple I'm fuckin' fed up with these hard times Motherfucker's wanna bust like a pimple I'm steadily havin' to guard mine Mentality every starred mine Tellin' me when will we have our time Don't nobody ever wanna see us shine They don't give a fuck about our kind They say that they do but we know the difference of what they say and ment Politicians they hide behind the lies that they invent When will I benefit from the money they claim that they done spent But I don't have time to think about all that shit I'm tryin' to pay the rent [Chorus: repeat 2X] I'm steady strugglin' Do what I can to keep my empty pockets bubblin' I gotta eat so now I'm back on the corner hustlin' Tryin' to make it in this wicked world my life is troublin' I'm steady strugglin' [Verse 2] I cannot continue to live like this gotta make it come up from nothin' If I wasn't then I have to go get out I cannot just sit around fussin' I gotta go get my boots laced Stay away from the two faced I'm tryin' to go from keepin' money in pockets to carryin' it in a suitcase That is my mission But I have a vision If I go to cookin' cocaine in the kitchen Then all of a sudden I'm outta commission And up in the prison cuz somebody snitches Nobody to analyze every decision And handle my business wit proper precision Continue to learn and when I look and I listen So I don't end up in that kinda condition Reality's beatin' me into submission I cannot just sit around hopin'  and wishin' And be reminiscin' on everything missin' Or I might not even have a pot to piss in I gotta stay positive no type of bitchin' I gotta go get what I want if it's givin' And all of this drama is keepin' me drivin' Right now I'm survivin' I'm tryin to be livin' And it seems lately no matter how hard I try My problems continue to triple and double my troubles they multiply I gotta get outta this hell that I'm livin' in so it's do or die Wanna peak at the pain that's lingerin' in my sole look into my eyes But I will rise, gotta make it come up stay organized with my guys Whoever thinkin' that they clever when when hit in gender I'll sever the ties See thru the lies, overcome all of despise And focus on the prize Lookin' up at the lord feel my senserity please listen to my cries   [Chorus] [Verse 3] I gotta get out and go handle my business I'm sick of bein' stuck I'm livin' in a world that's a great big pussy waitin' to get fucked There's a million to one opportunities surely I'm sure to be makin' a buck All I gotta do in my life is roll the dice and try to press my luck Like Yuk, wanna have a Regime Fresh crease in my Dickies cuz I gotta stay clean Makin' sure my senses stay keen I wanna stay nice but I gotta stay mean Cuz these politicians don't give a shit People in the church is hypocrites I'm tired of workin' my motherfuckin' ass off just to make a little bit I'm needin' mo mail Tryin' to be free wit no jail Motherfuckers don't wanna help me out but I'm like fuck it oh well I don't need nobody to watch my back I grind all by my lonely Imma get my ends I don't need my friends in the pen of so called homies Everytime I look over my shoulders I see the haters lurkin' They watchin' my every move if I happen to fail they smurkin' But I still gotta keep my head up Maybe the drama will let up Even if it don't I never give up no matter how much I'm fed up Some people they cannot handle the struggle they thinkin' of suicide Damn near everybody in my city feel forgotten and deprived But I strive To live a better life have a reason to be alive Whether I'm just out here sellin' dope or I'm just workin 9 to 5 [Chorus] - to fade