Artist: A.P. f/ Illmind Album: Inside a Change Soundtrack Song: All I Seen Typed by: kirenamloh@msn.com [Intro: A.P.] I'm inside my change Everything that I've seen I feel the need, I feel the need [A.P.] Lookin at life through my mother's eyes Another cry and disappointment from another try Try, to get through to her offspring But I ain't tryna get to what she offering Nah, she say too often, she hear sirens go She waitin for the call she gotta go Cause they done left me so bad only my mother gonna know See growin up, she tried to guide me slow, but yo Street's is a mother-fucker And even though that is my mother and I love her I'm gonna go and try to get a come-up Then come up with a way to make her smile Tomorrow or whenever I sell out Whichever comes first, it's worth the while While I know my worth, she askin if I got an idea where I'm gon' go first: the penitentiary or the hearse And it hurts, and it hurts, as my verses said... [Chorus] In reply to why I live my life Doin wrong, tryna make shit right Based on all I seen... I got a need In reply to why I live my life Doin wrong, tryna make shit right Based on all I seen... I got a need [A.P.] Lookin at life through a fiend's eyes Seen skies of grey for everyday that I breathe, why Always bein off the same high Like whose son is this sellin broken dreams to the same guy? Same lie I keep tellin myself "I'ma quit," "I don't need no help" And he's no help, always comin 'round, call him off the porch Best thing about him, he'll take it short Now while I snort, I drift off thinkin why that lady ain't abort Then I wouldn't abort, now my vision is gettin sorta off And he got the nerve to say he wanna have a talk, and I'm like sure Asked if I was willingly killin' me, I stopped and thought said, "Really? Are you killin me from you I bought?" So is you givin me an explanation? He looked at me face to face and sayin... [Chorus] [A.P.] Lookin at life through a son's eyes Daddy gone so it's me on that they rely, so try Or it make me feel less of a man If I can't provide best I can So instead of planning for my future, I gamble with the present In the streets lease on presence, presents a message shit and you gotta know there's some messed up shit I won't be there to open presents, cause at this time and present I'm locked behind these gates, twenty-three hour sessions Writin 'til my niggaz 'member me, I'm Eric Wrote mommy told her she was right, she said it, and said it But I ain't listen, never seen a punch comin something like Liston Now I'm just a number on a list and Callin every Sunday tryna hear somebody whisper Hopin they don't drop the long distance, listen [Chorus]