Artist: Lil Happy Lil Sad f/ 4ever Falling, Poppy Tears Album: October 17 (S) Song: October 17 Typed by: AZ Lyrics [4ever Falling] I keep on thinking bout the things you've said and how you've hurt me I keep on thinking bout the scars you've made and how it taught me Not to listen to a thing you say if we're gonna last And to forget about the things I've listened to in the past I keep on trying to forget what you've told me I keep on trying not to cry when you hold me I keep on trying to stay strong when I'm lonely But I'm dying on the inside like the old me [Lil Happy Lil Sad] I'm waking up and I break down Drugs up my nose and I go numb I'm off the dope like all the time I feel I'm slowly going dumb Pick me up when I'm fallin I'll pay you back when I'm balling Don't wanna die but death is calling You know how I am I go all in I know I shatter to pieces Smokin some weed as I'm weeping Smoking the weed like I need it I try to live ion feel it Seems like I'm rather in pieces Than tryna work on my issues I'm second guessing my feelings I'm not even sure if I'm living [Poppy Tears] [?]