Artist: June Luva f/ Peace
Album:  2-11 in Progress, Vol. 1
Song:   Not Gonna Lie
Typed by: Cno Evil

[June Luva]
Dear family, I decided to write this Dear John
No longer could I provide, so daddy's moving on
I be gone, by the time that you read this letter
Hopefully I'm in a place where I'm doing much better
See I was fired from my job after 13 years
Lost control, murdered my boss and all of my peers
Wipe your tears, perhaps you might of turned to the news
So at this point in time, your thoughts are confused
Let me clear 'em, I never had a education
Or even took another trade to fall back on
See I was lost, like my ancestors in the woods
Trying to get away from them white no goods, you heard me?
I hope by now you understand
If anybody ask, tell 'em daddy was a good man
And bury me wit a smile into the sand
You put your mind into it, you can conquer this land
I'm finally free...

[Chorus 2X: Peace]
I'm not gonna lie to you
I wish you was here, and it was me saying bye to you
Tell me what I got to do
But my heart's full of sorrow, sure as the sky is blue

[June Luva]
I was angry at the lord, I just didn't understand why
He would let the most beautifullest thing die
To me, I wonder how could it be
That he would just destroy my family
I got a lot of questions, where was you at when he passed
When he was at the hospital, laying on his ass
I wish I can take his place, but I couldn't
And even if I begged to him to, I know he wouldn't
Go along, I'm really trying to stay strong
I'm sorry but I can't accept the fact that you gone
Word is bond, I move on, if you want me
But it's kind of hard, when memory's is just to haunt me
Every night before I go to sleep
I'm seeing visions of your face, everyday of the week
Repeat, every night before I go to sleep
I'm seeing visions of your beautiful face
I wonder where you at sometimes, how does it feel to be free
And by the way did you get a chance to see the true me
You know he looks like you, in every way
Especially when he smiles, it brightens my day, so hey

[Chorus 2X]

[June Luva]
I'm not as fortunate as many
I can't remember the last time I had luck if any, I'm drowining in my Henny
Trying to push the away, but the shit's here to stay
And the bad thoughts is taking my life, sorry to say
What the hell I do, God, to deserve all of this
When I'm outside, I wished the stray bullets didn't miss
Lord forgive me, I know not what I say and do
But am I wrong for wanting to come upstairs wit you
Is it true, the streets if full of diamonds, plus gold
And all you want in return is my heart and soul
Take me now, man, cuz I ain't got shit to live for
Suddenly a voice of reason, said, is you sure
My life is a mess, man, never progressed
It's only so much one can take when he stressed
Then he said, think about it my son, you got a seed
As I went to cut him off, he said, let me proceed
Don't you wanna see your baby grow up to be a man
And teach him right from wrong, and do all that you can
Never leave him, he need you, like you need me
To guide him through his heartaches, pains and misery, yeah

[Chorus 2X]