Artist: Hopsin Album: Gazing at the Moonlight Song: Chris Dolmeth Typed by: AZ Lyrics [Hopsin] His name is Jessy, we kicked it since we was little kids Throughout his life there's a bunch of stuff that he shouldn't have did He was cool but there's a lot of stuff he could have fixed But addicted to drugs is what I had thought he couldn't get Until he had started hanging around them other kids Who showed him how to drink a Corona and puff a cig And introduced him to weed with added supplements So whenever he was feeling down he'd take a couple hits It ain't really bother me cause it was nothing big yo It only bothered me when he started to fuck with crystal I'm sure he knew that doing it wasn't a smart move He'd walk around with humongous pupils like cartoons I tried to tell him his life's goals'll be ruined But he just told me "chill out", he knows what he's doing And now I'm thinking hard if I should get hostel And said fuck it And watched him take it right up his nostril [Chorus] Excuse me do you need a ride Looks like you're going downtown Yes, hop in my ride Well hi I'm Chris Dolmeth Chris Dolmeth Hi I'm Chris Dolmeth Chris Dolmeth, come ride with me [Hopsin] Eleventh grade where he's pose to be But he's in the ninth He'd wake up for school feeling like it's the end of life He'd hop off his bunk bed to go and sniff a line A couple minutes later, now he's energized He'd go to school and wide open's how would get his eyelids Then he'd get exited Cause he finished his assignments Now it's big surprises from the teachers when they find it Jessy's doing all his work Well shit aight then I guess it wasn't that bad after all that he did meth It made him actually do his work, and not cheat on tests It boosted up his confidence, he felt like he's the best He'd stay up all fucking night like he don't need to rest Until he had none left Now he's acting strange He couldn't buy anymore, cause he didn't have the change So he sold his x-box and his whole rack of games I never thought that the crystal could make him act this way [Chorus] [Hopsin] Jessy's sister walked inside of his room to get something out Then she noticed Jessy on the bed foaming from his mouth Now she's tearing up, scared as fuck Oh he's done it now So she picks up the phone gives 911 a dial She tried to give him CPR, before the kid was lost Then he had woke up and saw her on him and it pissed him off All of sudden he went crazy just to fucking get her off He threw her up against the wall so hard it made a picture fall He can't really get a grip She can't believe he did this shit She kinda knew what made him flip She yelled, it's drugs isn't it And now the paramedics at the door So she runs down to open it and they run up with all these antidotes They tried to tackle him but he's too hard to handle though They called for back-up So the station sent another van to go When they arrived he was spitting in their face and eyes So they injected him until he had a stable mind They told his sister that it's time for them to take a ride You lucky that your brother made it Cause he almost died She went up to say bye but he must have dosed off And I had barely pulled up when the truck drove off From our apartment buildings, so I didn't see crap And I ain't get to see him till he got out of rehab Even when he got out he was still depressed Until he heard a little tiny voice in his head that said [Chorus]