Artist: Drapetomania (Gen Pop & Big Walt) Album: Drapetomania Song: Drapetomania Typed by: Kyle Hunter/Bandcamp [Walt] It's no secret that Walter is damaged I watched my peers kneel down at the altar of Mammon Emotions often mismanaged Cuz I stay drunk, awkward and candid I might be the most lost of the lambs Because I felt more than thought can withstand, but God became Man... Felt the same pain Universe rearranged so I can be OK, I might be crazy Cuz at lunch today I felt that which made me I almost got committed last weekend To evaluate if I was off deep end And ______________________ _________________________________ My mom's really scared for me / scared of me What I'd do to me without therapy And I ain't................trapped in the world I'm tryin to get back to the world cuz this pain made cracks in the world I wanna go back where my friends are That's why I drink so fuckin much But I'ma be alright when it gets hard Cuz to keep on in this life, I need one above (one above) [GP] Blind Faith ain't new to me My folks nurse scars, countin down till Jubilee Usually the cruelty's a given I take it like I dish it, hopin soon to be forgiven You can see the prison at large If you stick around long enough, it isn't that hard Patrol Cars, slow to a creep on a safari Snatchin niggas up while others get seduced by the Army I'm runnin out of things to say sooner In conversations that I'm not conductin on computers It's _____________________________________ ____________________________________________ Find myself starin off into space Work ethic gets often replaced with distraction So yes, I'm depressed but fed While overseas i'd be left for dead To see a famine claim lives puts things in perspective And all I really seek is connection, plus some peaceful protection From my own self-sabotage Burdened with a sense of worthlessness...I try to camouflage I can't escape without making a sacrifice Maybe things will even in the afterlife But I'll suffer this illness until I'm dead & gone Control is remote, fuck it what else is on