Artist: K.A.A.N. Album: Paradise / / Lost Song: Up's & Downs Typed by: AZ Lyrics You ever wonder who you are? No more than a human being If anything's possible why we stuck in this living hell? Why cops killing niggas and then remain free? Administrative paid leave to help relieve the stress Leave the bereaved to bleed and starve there to defend themselves Desensitize our minds Normalize the savagery so we become accustomed to it Useless all this falls on deaf ears I pray it never does Hopeless trying to find the light Hopefully this sounding right Singing like I'm Donnie Hathaway Half the way out the window Falling, playing K-Dot and J-Rock Talking about money trees Woe is me Hope I see brighter pallets Colors and poetry Master composer, he held his own like he was supposed to See, you ever wonder why there's have's and have-not's? While the have's have what the have-not's need The hunger pain inside your stomach like you ain't ate in weeks You feel it deep inside your soul, it makes you mentally weak Enough to drive a man crazy, change his mentality 'Cause ain't nobody trying to starve with a family to feed That bill collector ain't gon' hear financial difficulties Proceed to cutting out the lights and turning off all the heat Let's face the facts Let's face the facts Let's face the facts Said I been feeling oh so low sometimes (So low) I been feeling oh so low sometimes (So low) I been feeling oh so high sometimes (So high) I been feeling oh so high sometimes (So high) I'm trying to deal with my own issues This ain't no bigger picture Looking at life different Control with this power steering I speak and I hope they listen My all in the same position One hundred percent efficient I'm wishing for brighter days I only get dark times A writer like Langston Hughes Society's in my views Recording these lonesome tools Expose and use all my blues The darkest of darkest hues Marcus Garvey, my God, and spirit, my story You gotta hear it, my story You gotta hear it I said my story, you gotta hear it Said I been feeling oh so low sometimes (So low) I been feeling oh so low sometimes (So low) I been feeling oh so high sometimes (So high) I been feeling oh so high sometimes (So high)